things that are just things in russia i’ve seen
an entire person’s blood on the street
everyone drunk sunday morning, 8 am
a fire unattended to in the grass
also
i am very bad at confronting things and getting things done and so forth
why am i such a pussy
self, just suck it the hell up
like, i will leave messages and emails unopened for weeks in fear of what they might say/imply. like they are real, scary living things!
geez
tomorrow
i begin a very random trip to russia
i don’t know why i’ve always been into russian history; i just have; did you know hitler always wanted the east, taking the west as safe beds?
please pray that in my first few days alone (vince, in spirit), i do not die or lose all my money or lose my soul
i just want a fresh perspective on history, architecture, and life
parents, sorry for using your money to do so
capitalism is cyclistic, don’ you know
soon my own children will spend all the money i earn and i will deserve it.
also, korea is confirmed-ish
i have a job! woot woot woot
so i guess this whole diablo thing was like when all the girls couldn’t stop talking about twilight?